Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Open the Door

My eyes open but it’s too bright to see anything. “Focus” I can hear someone whisper in my ear but when I turn around there’s no one there. I crawl my way down what seems to be a hallway, feeling with my hands all the rips and tears in the worn carpet; my eyes still will not focus. Reaching the end of the hall and into my back pocket I pull out a red pen. At the end of the hallway I can feel a door handle but it will not open; it turns but seems to be barricaded from inside. I can see a little better now, and it’s not as bright anymore. I can see no other exit so I must enter here. Looking down at my feet I see a polished silver platter full of bread and wine. Who would leave this here I ask myself. I take 10 paces back and run as hard as I can force my shoulder into the door. Someone had used an old rustic piano to block the door. I play the keys but it’s out of tune. I look around and try to make out what’s in the room. It seems to be an old sanctuary. The pews are empty and as I walk down the aisle I see my footprints formed in the dust. Someone must have locked themselves inside this room for a very long time. I can see normally again as the high noon sun beats down on the stain glass windows. The colors are mesmerizing and breathtaking, seeing all the rays of light shine down on the empty pews. Reaching the podium I can see a Bible sitting opened on the stand. There’s red pen marking the entire bible, circling what seems to be every other line. There’s a page ripped out and lying on the floor...I pick it up but something’s different with this page. All the others were all marked up but this one has only one verse circled.

Revelations 3:20 “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me”.

You see, our hearts are full of things we hold dear, like in this story, church, music (Piano) etc. But none of this will last very long if you do not open the door for Jesus. In this story I pictured a minister fed up with people not listening or paying attention when he preached. He grew angry and blocked out Jesus from his heart. The food left outside the door was left by Jesus himself “I will come in and eat with him, and he with me”. The door Jesus knocks on, but refuses to open because we have to open it. The door of our heart ...

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Praise you in the storm

Similar to my last post but this one was a joint piece. I wrote this with my fiance' and thought it was all very useful. We were on our way to one of her family members funerals in T.O. and on the way we put on headphones and this is the first things that came to our minds. I will separate each one with a line and the heading as to who wrote each specific one.
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Kevin.D

You taught me to bother
to put aside my pride
to hold to your word.

This is all I am
I come before you broken
you became a self fulfilling sacrifice
paid in blood.

I will walk in truth
in awe of your marvelous power
Make me/mold me/form me/use me.
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Kevin.D

Let me see you lord
let me fly on wings of eagles
soaring in your watchfulness
like a child...protect me/watch me, and care for me.

I look to the clouds and see your hand at work
A real life Mona Lisa painted new everyday.

Wind in my hair and my sorrows my southern shadow.
knock on every door and be poured out into all hearts.
Lord become more, become my heart and pump my body and my life with spirit filled blood.

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Sarah.A

Lord, clear my head. Get rid of unnecessary thoughts that don't relate to you.
There's more to life than what is around us.
One that is much bigger than our troubles, our tomorrows, and our doubts.
The sin in this world is so thick like glue, and so many times it feels like I am drowning in it.
But you always remind to just hold your hand and you will lead me through.

You are such an great and merciful God and so many times I'm just amazed that you haven't hit all of us with lightning. I sure as heck would have if I were you.

You're coming back incredibly soon. I'm anxious, excited, fearful of the unknown...yet I know you are still in control. I have to hold onto that truth everyday.